Some Thoughts for Exam Time

1) Technically "exam time" hasn't started: I still have 3 more days of classes.  But since I have done nothing for the past four weeks other than paper research/writing, praying, and running, and now I have started turning things in, it feels like the end.  Really it is, since everything comes due in a week from Monday.

2) I swallowed my academic pride and asked for an extension due to being overwhelmed for the first time.  I asked for one other extension in my life and that was due to the death of my lappy and consequent loss of my paper.

3) I made a commitment at the beginning of my academic career to keeping a Sabbath from school work on Sundays.  It's an exercise in trust, obedience, and balance.  It is extremely frightening at this point in time and I have had to hide some of my books and close tabs that perennially open to databases/card catalogs.

4) One week until the half-marathon!  We've had a fun dance of people dropping in and out of the race, but as of now there are four of us: Brother Bear, Tommy More, JP (yes, someone new on the blog!), and myself.  All systems are go for 13.1 in 7 days!

5) We had a juggling priest come visit my New Evangelization class.  I was thrown back to the days when I was in elementary school.  One weekend, after I had sprained my elbow and got to have all sorts of fun x-rays, my parents went to "Deanery Five Enrichment Day."  (The things that stick in my head...) There, a priest entertained the children by juggle knives while their parents did grown up things.  Turns out, it was the same priest!

6) As a consequence, I am considering trying again to learn to juggle.  By which I mean, practicing till I can do it, since I've already "learned."  The problem is the associated emotional baggage.  But it might be worth it so that I can juggle.

7) I feel self-conscious wearing my South Butt hoodie around campus, for fear I might scandalize some poor little freshman or small child who is visiting campus with his or her alumni parents.  See number 1 on this list as to why I was wandering campus in said hoodie and jeans and sneakers.  I felt infinitely better about it when one of my favorite priests complemented it.

Rosaries and Graphs

I love this graph from CARA.  I wish I had time to discuss it, but a paper is calling.

Day-Maker #61

My brakes were making strange noises.  Now they are not, and they were made better at no cost to me!

Tidbits

I don't think I've linked to my Pintrest yet.  Now that I have safely disconnected it from Facebook, I offer you this link: http://pinterest.com/bzag/.  Look at fun stuff!

Men and Beer

Here's a fun study that has nothing to do with my research, other than as relates to Facebook procrastination.  Apparently beer helps men with some types of thought.  I would love to see 1) what the intoxication threshold is for improved vs. decreased creative thought and 2) if the same holds true for women.

Hitched to Everything Else

When we try to pick out anything by itself, we find it hitched to everything else in the Universe.

~John Muir
As I conduct my research for Theological Foundations, I am discovering how much I don't know.  Every question I ask is connected to twenty other questions that may or may not be answered.  I spent forty minutes talking things out with Dr. Sirilla today and, while I feel better about my assessments of certain ideas, I have very few questions answered.  And a pervading sense of my own ignorance alongside a long reading and learning list.

The most interesting document by far that I have read is this notification.  I read some of Jacques Dupuis, who is under investigation for some possibly misleading/unorthodox views.  So I looked up the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith's notification regarding his book.  Not only did it help clarify some questions and raise new ones, but it provides some insights as to the disposition of Dupuis and the CDF -- mostly that he too is wrestling with tough questions, but trying hard to remain within the bounds of orthodoxy.  We've talked rather extensively about questioning and dissent in this class, and now I am witnessing it in action.

Prayer Segment #8: Mercy

Today is Divine Mercy Sunday.  It's a very new feast, in terms of the Church: JP II declared the feast for the 2nd Sunday of Easter in 2000.  There is a novena leading up to the day.  If I had been on top of things last week, I would have posted it then.  Keep this in your back pocket for next Good Friday.  Although you can pray the novena any time.  So maybe keep it in your front pocket too.

The Chaplet, given by Christ to St. Faustina, is one of my favorite prayers.  It begs God for mercy with two short prayers (said on rosary beads):

Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity, of your dearly beloved Son, our Lord Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and for those of the whole world.

For the sake of his sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

It speaks to me in the simplicity of the way it unites self-accusation and intercession... and brings them before the Cross.  I am a sinner in need of mercy; I recognize that the world is in need of mercy; Jesus' death and life overflow with mercy.

Christ also gave St. Faustina an image to meditate: rays of light and red, water and blood, flowing from his heart. As the wounds of Christ grow more meaningful to my prayer life (I've mentioned this before, yes?), so does this image of his wounded Heart.

Finally, as a less spiritual note, St. Faustina unites my heritage.  She is Polish, which makes me feel united with my dad's mother, and she was baptized Helen, my mom's mother's name.